Learning This Week: Week 5

Okay, this week's post will be covering some more song drafts that I've started this week and last week. Hope you enjoy and please comment your thoughts on the song drafts. But before any of that I recently was roasted by a friend of mine and in the sport of good fun, I think I'll try my hand at a return roast but it's not my forte so if it's subpar please forgive me.

Okay my friend I hope you enjoyed roasting me I read and laughed but not because it was funny

You call me out saying that I'm the biggest man around and that I need to sit my A$$ down but coming

from you, I'm only gonna stand cause I won't take that hypocritical bull $hit

You walk over people and don't look down because to you their apart of your stomping grounds.

Acting like everyone else is beneath you someday that attitude gonna defeat you

And for a boy who thinks he's got life all figured out, you sure seem stuck in the past all ways talking

about Cross Country and how you were picked on and called out.

Talk about pain and my injury but I find it hard to believe that you'd know about either since the only

thing you see is your own inflated ego.

You bring up my brother and say that a roast would kill him but I think you overestimate your subpar

ability. I know him and he's not that weak, the ridicule that people give him but he still doesn't accept

defeat.

I know my roast was long and you probably didn't read because you're scared I'd beat you at your own

game but this was all good and fun and I hope a roast heads my way because there ain't no way you're

killing me.
*Mic Drop*
That was fun and please comment on who's roast was better!!! Link for the first roast HERE.

Now here's one of the songs I wrote called Left Me. 

It’s all over now I fell apart oh how did I miss you sneaking around on me

Oh god, I’ve lost my way chasing you everyday

I’m trying to believe what you’ve done to me and now your leaving

I’ve lost it all

You left me in the dark

Broke my feeble heart

Now I’m fading away without baby

Lost inside the sound

I’m only running now

Now I’m fading away without you baby

You left me you left me, broken

You left me you left me, bleeding

You left me you left me, dying

And I still can’t believe what you’ve done to me

I only wanted love, never got enough from someone like you.

How come I lost everything chasing dreams away

I’m still trying to believe what you’ve done to me and now you’re screaming.

I’ve lost it all

You left me in the dark

Broke my feeble heart

Now I’m fading away without baby

Lost inside the sound

I’m only running now

Now I’m fading away without you baby

You left me you left me, broken

You left me you left me, bleeding

You left me you left me, dying

And I still can’t believe what you’ve done to me

"How SmartPhones Hijack Our Minds" Response Assignment:

"How SmartPhones Hijack Our Minds" by Nicholas Carr in 2017 covering different studies about how increased smartphone use decreases a person intellect. The article opens up with a statement about smartphones being the equivalent of a person but I think the phone has become more than just a person; it's become your best friend. And like any best friend our phones are a distraction, influence our behavior and also provide us with a seemingly unlimited supply of anxiety. As the dependency on our phone increase, we start to lose their intellectual ability and the phones will affect you even when you don't use it. A study from 2015 Journal of Experimental Psychology found that "when people's phones beep or buzz while they're in the middle of a challenging task, their focus wavers and their work gets sloppier." This happens whether the phone is picked up or not. This may seem very self-explanatory like, "duh they'd get distracted" and it is, but the implications of the distraction are what really matters. Implications for testing, for example, you fail the test. Lets now think about your phone keeping you from reacting to a situation.The situation could be someone simply asking for directions or it could be more serious. Reduced reaction times could affect a lot more than a grade on a test or if someone gets directions, it may put you in a situation of harm or danger but this is an extreme case. I've also noticed that my generation seems to get blamed a lot for how much phones are used; personally I just laugh at this because our parents are as involved if not more involved with their phones and other screened devices as we are. The fact that we as teens are told to get off our phones is extremely annoying when the ones who tell us this then grab their phone for one task or another. Phones also reduce your social skills and make your everyday life less satisfying or so says one study. First off I can see the truth in the statement in that phones take away from face to face communication, and that they may be used as a means of avoiding social interaction but it completely ignores the positive effects of using your phone like connecting with other people on social media or even games that allow you to connect to people all over the world. This onesided argument that only highlights the negatives of using our phones, in my opinion, is extremely biased. I prefer to see both sides of an argument to form an opinion for myself, in this case, I come to a conclusion that people are to distracted on phones and that we spend to much time on them but I feel that the benefits that come from using our phones

"Why Don't We Complain" Response Assignment

"Why Don't We Complain" is an article written by William F. Buckley JR. in 1960 and addresses why American people don't complain about injustices they experience and expresses the consequences of this in action. In this blog post, I'm going to talk about my personal feelings on why it's important that we complain in our society.
First off we need to address what it means to complain. A complaint is a call for change, and you the complainer are willing to do something to bring about this change. Complaining becomes whining when people know they have no intention of making a change. In the article, it is stressed that Americans, in general, refuse to complain and just accept whatever inconvenience or unjust thing that is occurring. I think that the article, though out of date, actually represents how people feel about complaining or complaining in the true sense of the word pretty accurately. As a high school student I see people get annoyed, bothered, and even bullied and not themselves or anyone else for that matter makes a complaint. There are lots of reasons for this and as Buckley states "we are all increasingly anxious in America to be unobtrusive, we are reluctant to make our voices heard, hesitant about claiming our rights; we are afraid that our cause is unjust, or that if it is not unjust, that it is ambiguous; or if not even that, that it is too trivial to justify the horrors of confrontation with Authority" (Paragraph 8). I believe what is stated directly above is true to a certain extent, I must, however, point out in our society today more people are willing to complain to stand up for their rights and to fight authority; though it is still less common than it should be. Another event that transpires in the article is the story about a plane ride and a lunch tray that could have been taken but was not. I look at this example and yes I understand the annoyance of the refusal to simply take the tray as the flight attendant walked by as she was headed to the kitchen anyway but it is at this point I contemplate how necessary it is to complain. Does complaining about the actions of the flight attendant change anything? In this specific case are you or anyone else being mistreated or receiving unjust retreatment? In my opinion, it's not worth making a commotion over the tray when it is only a very slight inconvenience. The Article doesn't frame the situation in the same light but in the end, Buckley does not make a complaint which makes me believe that the situation was different than let's say the movie theater example he provides toward the beginning of the article; though it must be said that the complaints he made were directed to his wife and therefore could be labeled as whining as no action was taken to fix the projection of the movie which apparently was slightly out of focus. The difference between the movie theater example and the plane example is that one involves a whole theater of people and the other just one person. The level of annoyance was close to the same a slight irritation in both cases but one irritation could have affected a majority of people and possibly people that went to the same movie at a later time while the other incident only affected Buckley so to suffer through a few minutes of unpleasantry was not a reason to complain unless a number of other passengers had the same problem. Complaining about a change is necessary because if no one complains then the problem will either not be noticed by an authority or the problem will be ignored by that authority. It is important to note that the authority in this sense is not an officer of the law but anyone who has the power to directly change a situation.  Rapping up this discussion on complaining I will say that I whine a lot and complain little. But I do complain. Example, I receive an undercooked steak that I'm already paying to much for, I ask the waitress if she would please take the steak back and have it cooked a little longer. She with a polite smile says "sure" and takes the bloody piece of meat back and it is cooked thoroughly and places it in front of me saying "here you go, and let me know if you need anything else." In this case, my complaint is heard and I receive a positive solution to my problem. this solution is why we need to complain. If a complaint is just then some sort of solution should be provided. The scale of problem and solution changes with the situation but nonetheless a proper complaint should get a solution. This concluded what I have to say regarding complaints and complaining. (I am aware it's a sloppy finish, I'm tired.)

Learning This Week: Week 4

So this week I did a little more research on music and how it's used in therapy. But first I'm also gonna talk about the music survey thing that was on the blog 2 weeks ago and I just want to say I wasn't really impressed. If you don't remember or didn't read that post the survey was supposed to make a playlist for you that optimized studying. I don't know about anybody else but I found that the playlist it made for me only included one song I enjoyed and the other were rather... meh. It was also really short so I got bored listening to it. Overall I don't think the site made my best studying playlist. Anyway, moving on to this week. I drafted another 2 songs, and I really need someone to tell me that I should finish a song and stop just coming up with new partial songs, and I did research on music therapy. Music therapy is can help patients with autism to chronic pain to depression. Music therapist makes individualized plans for patients and they can choose from a large variety of music therapy styles. These include but aren't limited to: music improvisation, receptive music listening, song writing, lyric discussion, music performance, and movement to music. The therapy has two types, active and receptive. Active being singing or performing music while receptive is listening to music and analyzing lyrics. In music therapy secessions the to forms are normally combined and the client is allowed to pick the music and the therapist will introduce different music and together they attempt to make progress toward their goal. One thing that's important to note is that music therapy is not normally used as a stand-alone therapy and it is recommended that people use medication, physical therapy, and psychotherapy in conjunction with music therapy.
To look at studies about music therapy go HERE
Sites used
 https://www.goodtherapy.org/learn-about-therapy/types/music-therapy

https://www.musictherapy.org/about/scope_of_music_therapy_practice/

P.S. The new songs are called The Melody and Open Up.

Learning This Week: Week 3

So this week was busy and I had to put my passion project on the burner but I did make a few recordings.


Note: There is no music and it's just my voice, the weird breaks are going to, eventually, be replaced with music. The song is Armor For a Rainy Day the recordings are different versions of the song because I don't know which way to sing it, maybe you can help? Anyway, hope you enjoy and that they aren't to bad.  In the comments say what you want I can handle a little constructive criticism but don't lay it on too thick, these are just beginning drafts.

(Note: Watch the Volume it's kinda loud.)

https://drive.google.com/open?id=1tNYLr7cxnM2lbWDGIx9FP0RVLtg_QNS2



https://drive.google.com/open?id=1oQHzS9aESn4hXy3GzutAHUIkBT4VYIQS


I'll definitely edit this post and add one or two more versions so please check back in on this page, I would add more tonight but since I'm at home there's a lot of background interference and it's annoying.
Again hope the song sounds okay and I know I listened to both they aren't that good; I also know that a couple of times I took deep breaths and they came through on the audio, my bad. Comment your thoughts I'm excited and nervous to hear what you have to say.

This Weeks Learning: Week 2

Alright well this week and weekend were extremely busy so I only really had a little bit of time to work on my passion project but I'll go over some of the stuff I learned and most of it was scientific benefits of listening to music and I rewrote one of my songs and I'll add the lyrics for that at the end.

I pulled this information from https://bebrainfit.com/music-brain/  . The site had multiple links to more specific studies and details on the studies referred to. Now to start new advantages in technology have led to the development of a new branch of research called neuromusicology. This branch of research explores how the nervous system reacts to music. According to one of the studies, both playing and listening to music can reduce chronic stress by lowering cortisol. By listening to sad music you are better able to heal on an emotional level. Listening to music increases production of a neurotransmitter dopamine which causes you to feel good it also increases your productivity and creativity while you work or study. One thing I found specifically interesting is that listening to shuffled playlist can give you a bigger dopamine boost when a song you really enjoy gets played and you're not expecting it. Another thing I found interesting was that apparently "Listening to music makes people more inclined to spent time and energy helping others" (I know spent should be spend btw). Anyway, the article also included that the best music for focus and productivity depends on your personal preferences in music but it should be something you enjoy listening to. Totaljobs.com and a music psychologist teamed up to make the Sound of Productivity Quiz which will place you into one of two categories; one being people that become more proficient when listening to music (79%) and the other people that were more proficient with no music playing (21%). If you fall into the category of people that are more proficient while listening to music it will create a playlist of music that ideally while promotes more focus and productivity. I know I'm asking a lot but I'd like it if you guys would take the quiz and see where you fall and test if the playlist actually works for you. I plan on doing it and adding the result to my next post. 

Alright, that pretty much concludes the basics of what I learned but no I'm posting the updated lyrics for my (work in progress) song Killing me Slowly.

You knew what would happen didn’t you, could have stopped it all if you wanted to.

you had to much fun standing in the middle of our war but now it's either side that stands to

lose because you couldn't choose.

(Woh Oh)

(Oh Woh)

You're playing with my heart baby can't you see.

Pull a string here, clip a string there, now I'm falling through thin air screaming I love you.

You make me want to stay while you're pushing me away, killing me slowly, killing me slowly.

You make me want to stay while I watch you walk away, killing me slowly, killing me.

You knew this would happen didn’t you, dividing me straight in two, now the wars

begun because I won’t let you win.

You're playing with my heart baby can't you see.

Pull a string here, clip a string there, now I'm falling through thin air screaming I love you.

You make me want to stay while you're pushing me away, killing me slowly, killing me slowly.

You make me want to stay while I watch you walk away, killing me slowly, killing me.

And it's not like you don’t want me, It's just that you don’t love me. Because if you did

there'd be no need for him. But I’m just here to clean up the wounds he leaves

never to be your one and only.

You’re playing with my heart baby can't you see.

Pull a string here, clip a string there, now I'm falling through thin air screaming I love you.

(I love you)

You make me want to stay while you're pushing me away killing me slowly, killing me slowly.

You make me want to stay while I watch you walk away killing me slowly killing me slowly.

Said you’re

killing me slowly killing me and now I see I was never meant to play this game,

never meant to win the war.

You're killing me, killing me slowly but you never listen no you never listen to me.

And now you’re pushing me away.

And I’m just watching you fade

killing me slowly, Killing me slowly.

Slowly killing me.

Passion Project Week 1: The Big Reveal

Alright so...... this is the big reveal to what my Passion Project is going to be. Now, I realize not everyone that sees this is in the loop so I'll explain. In my AP Language Class, we are changing our blog post assignment and making it a Passion Project in which we had three original choices and then pick one of the three. A Passion Project is something you work on (often outside of your chosen career pathway) that gives you satisfaction, happiness and puts your mind at ease. It's your escape. Your tiny or even huge contribution to the world. My three choices were; Cooking, sign language, and music/lyric writing. Now without further-ado (Insert epic drumroll here), my Passion Project is......

Music/Lyric Writing!!!!!!!!!(Insert epic cheering here)

Alright, hopefully, you are all excited about this pick. If you have been reading the rest of my blog you'll know that I love music and have begun writing songs and I have posted a few on this blog. My inspiration comes from my everyday life and is a pop/rock style, kinda (varies every song). I love all different kinds of music and I think music has given me a lot, so I've gotta say thanks to all the people out there for making music. I write because it's my safe place and its something that's totally mine. Mine to mess up, mine to change, 100% mine. But just because it's mine doesn't mean I won't share, I want my songs to have an effect on people and hopefully have people relate to the songs and for it to help them get through something in their lives. Another part of the Passion Project is researching and covering what benefits come from it. For songwriting, a research question could be, what mental benefits stem from listening to music. Alright so that pretty much covers what my Passion Project is but I'll also be adding the songs a write onto the blog as part of my improvement and at the end of the semester, I'll perform one of my songs for my AP Language class.😁

P.S.- This will all be apart of the main blog because I can not make a second page and add to it, only make multiple pages.